Bad momma

I feel like such a bad mom. I just want to be done with this pregnancy. I honestly have enjoyed it for the most part the whole time.... except now. My stretch marks are getting worse by the day, I’ve had them since 8 weeks, but now they’re just going crazy. Like I don’t think I can even fit anymore on my torso. And my feet have recently started swelling more now too. I just feel ugly all over. My husband says he loves my body, but I’m not sure I really believe him. And with gestational diabetes I can’t eat much. Breakfast sucks, and I can’t seem to keep my morning numbers level, so I basically can’t eat anything besides eggs, which I couldn’t stand earlier in my pregnancy. I just want this pregnancy to be over with, but I know it’s so selfish, and I should be thankful she’s healthy 😔