What does he think?

On the 1st of August my so brought home a 12inch dildo and SNUCK and stuck it into me. I wouldnt have said no, but he basically told me to bend over and I thought he was fingering me but then I felt something deeper. Then I looked and seen something pink. I thought 🤔 maybe he bought me a new toy and wanted to test it on me... He continued to penetrate me with it. (me not knowing it was 12inches) Then he took it out and put it in my hand(that as when I realized it was so big) while he started fucking me... He seemed to really enjoy the fact that I was able to take the entire thing... Anyways yesterday he asked me where it was. I went and got it. he laid next to me we were facing each other he started kissing me and then put it in me again. I took it all yet again. and he whispered to me "you're so nasty" and kept kissing me... Now I know it turns him on that I can take it. but does he think different of me because of it? like in a bad way?? I mean I prefer him over the dildo obviously bc I was begging for him instead but also I want him to be comfortable with his "fantasies" and "desieres" he has told me before that he always wanted to see me get a dick that was bigger than his. but I told him. that I'd never be with another man.. then he purchased this. and likes to use it on me. 😑😑😑 I dont mind but I dont want him to think differently of me