i used to cut myself a lot then I stopped for awhile because I was to busy to but tonight I cut pretty deep and I can't sleep I really want to cry but I can't I think I dissociated for like 2 hours and I'm just not okay. I'm not close to anyone anymore and i don't know what's wrong with me I've never been to the hospital or even talked to an adult about how I feel I'm kinda done I always pretended I'm fine but I'm done pretending it's 2 am and i still can't sleep my period is 40 days late (I'm a virgin) and I'm just really not okay. I honestly have no idea why I'm writing this but I guess I just needed to get it off my chest. I hope everyone had a great day.