I'm sharing my story for closure for myself sorry to all you beautiful ladies that have had to go thru any of this!!

Yesterday morning something told me to take a pregnancy and even though I really didnt feel like seeing a negative like always I proceeded to anyways. Both line popped up immediately 😁😍 I was beyond excited and happy I was shaking from how excited this news to me was. So I called my momma, gramma, and brother of course and asked them to hold this amazing secret to themselves because I planned to give my husband a cute anniversary present to announce baby Grandits #2 (yay) 😁❤!!! I called my obgyn set up an appointment for Thursday he has helped us with these pregnancy and mad it possible to conceive.....then I went to Walmart got all the supplies and made a cute small canvas with stencils that read "Pink or blue? Either will do. Baby number two -2019-" 😁 As I was finishing up my project I suddenly got an extremely unbearable pain in my low left side I went to the restroom and there was no blood but the pain lasted a good 5 minutes before it slowed down. 15 minutes I went to the restroom and there was blood so of course in a panic I called my momma who told me to call my dr. Called my dr and was told that I needed to go to the ER. So of course I needed my mommy with me because shes my rock especially during the rough times. Got to er went thru triage was put in a room I was then taken back for ultrasounds and I got blood work. Results took what felt like forever finally after 5 hours in the hospital I was told it was a possible ectopic pregnancy 😭😭😭. Being that I love my obgyn so much I asked if I had time to get to Silver City. Dr Solis the ob that came in on call here said that I was stable but he was very concerned and that I needed to go straight there. I agreed that I would and we were on our way within a few minutes. Dr Nuachuko (the most amazing ob ever) wasnt on call last night but called the hospital within 5 minutes of getting there and showed up ready to help me out. Hes truly amazing. I went into surgery where he explained I would be getting checked out to see what was going on and that if it is a ectopic pregnancy they would remove my tube and the baby. I went in with a positive attitude hoping and praying that the baby wasnt in the tube. I got out of surgery at I think 130 - 2ish not actually sure with the worst pain ever. I've had a c-section and that was a piece of cake compared to how I was feeling. I lost my left tube and baby due to my tube rupturing and he also removed scar tissue and did a few thing to my right tube. 90% of women do not survive once the tube ruptures but the good lord has a bigger plan for me he kept me alive and safe. I'm blessed and can't thank God enough for all that he does and I know he doesn't give people more then they can handle. RIP Baby Grandits #2 👼🙏🏻❤