Bad day.

I am 26. I got pregnant when I was 14 had my son when I was 15. I dropped out of high school, went to night school and got my GED. Anyways after I left school all my friends stoped talking to me pretty much. About 2 years ago one of them came back into my life. We hung out pretty much everyday. Then she got married and we didn’t really get to hang out much, which I understand I am also married so I’m not saying anything bad about that. BUT then she left her husband a little while back and now she only wants to talk/hang out when she needs something and if I try to talk to her she always turns what I want to talk about into something about her. So ive pretty much dropped her.

I started talking to another old friend from school about 3 months ago. We hang out like 2-3 times a week. But we don’t talk while we are out. She usually just wants to come with me just so she can get out of her house, or go with me to see my cousins is what I feel like. Her phone ran out of time last week so she’s not been able to get a hold of me to ask me if we can go out. Seen her yesterday and she said she was upset I hadn’t come got her this week, I mean I didn’t know she wanted to do anything cuz she can’t tell me. We only live like 3 mines apart so she could have just as easily got her mom to bring her to my house ( she is also 26 just can’t drive)

I feel like no one really likes me or wants to hang out with me. All I do is sit home all day every day pretty much unless I run her some where.

I have no friends, I’ve got my kids and husband and I know that should be enough. And it is I love them so much, but I need more adult interaction if that makes any sense. My husband works 3p-3a so it kills me.

Sorry just needed to rant.