Ughhh I hate my body 😫

I really wanna sext with my boyfriend we sometimes talk dirty on the phone cuz we live far away for each other so it’s hard to see each sometimes but I have a really high sex drive and like I hate my body like my one of my boobs are bigger then the other and it’s not like a little different it’s like a whole other cup size and I have so many stretch marks all over my body but I so want to send nudes and when he comes down to see me do stuff with him but I’m so uncomfortable with my body and I when I try to send nudes I never know how to pose and I feel so ugly when looking at those pictures for a long time.