My pregnancy struggles

I have to say it’s a blessing to have become pregnant with my loved hubs. We are 9w4d today! I have something I want to say to get off my chest to vent a bit.

I’m going to say this and I know a lot of people will be like “your so early into your pregnancy how can you feel like this already.” But this is just me and how I feel and my struggle I’m going through right now.

Ok so when you get those days that you feel like utter crap and nothing you do helps to make you feel better.

And the prenatals you have to take to make sure you are making sure your baby is healthy as can be, and it just makes you feel more miserable and sick. The uncomfortable sleeping positions, the constant waking up for no reason during the night. The morning sickness that makes me want to make the bathroom my new home. The awful feeling I get when I don’t want sex and I know my loved husband deserves it but my body doesn’t want it. The uncomfortable feeling of just being in my own skin/ the off feeling I feel and not knowing how to make myself feel better. The eating all day and at supper my body won’t let me eat makes me feel even more sick.

That I think is the most mind bending part of this pregnancy so far. I honestly have no idea how to make my self feel better. I just constantly want to cry and sleep and body wont even let me cry for one.

I’ve taken baths, tried to nap, ate small snacks to help with not eating at supper. And talking with my spouse so he understands what I’m going through. But I can’t help but continuously feel off. I don’t know how to shake it.

I would like some perspective to help me cope as I feel like I’m hopeless. I don’t feel depressed or anything. I just can’t shake this weird off feeling I have. Or just some positive vibes to know it’ll all be worth it in a short while ! I could use the suggestions as well to things I could try to help me feel more comfortable!

Thank you all for listening I appreciate it ❤️