He would rather his phone than to wait for me...

It has been a month... A MONTH!!! He finally came up to me and asked me to come in the bedroom or bathroom with him. I told him No and let me get the kids to bed first. I simply refuse to do it while the kids are awake. Well, my son is going through this ‘I wanna stay awake all hours of the day and night’ thing lately and so when I get him to sleep, let him lay there for a few min before you get up. Well, my husband rushed me and he woke up as I was headed out of the room. Finally, I get him back to sleep an hour and a half later and walk out to find him in the bathroom with the door locked. He comes out, goes to the bedroom and goes to bed... Leaving me standing here all bothered because I thought I was about to finally get some after a month of him turning me down. Just checked his phone and the entire history was deleted. I know what he did in that bathroom. I don’t see why he couldn’t wait... and now I’m sitting here 28 wks pg...all bothered and upset, crying because he would rather jack off then wait an hour or two... He apparently gets off on other girls pretty often too because this isn’t the first time he has had a clear browser on his phone... I guess pretty internet girls are better than waiting an hours for his pg wife to get the real thing...