Parents

Gosh my mom always says I back talk her I do this I do that but I don’t I haven’t back talked her for a while and I have been nothing but nice she yells at me to go to bed so she can go down stairs and yell at my dad, I don’t go to bed until 10:30, when she gets mad she doesn’t get a little agitated she completely stops what she’s doing and full out yells her face gets red, and the veins in her neck pop, and it makes me feel unsafe I hate it, I just need someone I can cry to, and just tell my problems to, when I try to be fun and playful all adults and people do is yell at me, then when I have a straight face they tell me that I need to lighten up, people ask me why I’m so much like an adult b cause my parents are so childish that I have to keep all my problems in, I stress during the 7th and 8th grade I got sexually harassed and I switched schools iv been bullied since I was in kindergarten, I have no friends and when I have friends when I feel like I’m getting to close I push them away I don’t know what to do with my life and I just want to end it right now but I can’t because I’m catholic and if you know the religion and you can get out, run as far and fast as you can the Catholic Church is full of shit. I got a comfort dog that I got July 18 and she is scared of everything she is husky pointer mix

She helps me some since iv gotten her people have told me that they have realized a difference in my behavior and that’s good because scientifically sleeping with something or cuddling relieves stress

Oh and this is what I look like