Can’t take no more 😢😢

So af has arrived to the exact day 😢 what makes things worse is I had to have surgery for an abscess so I have to have a nurse everyday to come and change dressings daily, I suffer with endometriosis so really could of done with out af showing her ugly head this morning, please people send your baby dust as I’m loosing all hope for our rainbow baby 😢😢😢