VBAC experiences...

I had a c-section with my first and because of being in labour for five days I didn’t catch any hours of sleep over those 5 days so when I got into the room and was being cut I fell asleep and I was very determined not to be bed bound and just got on with it so I actually loved that birthing method HOWEVER I find either naturally or via c-section absolutely frightening and would rather have this baby delivered by the stork in the sky 🤣 just wondered if anybody had any VBAC experiences as I’m quite worried of the tear and forceps or anything like that ??