Babies babies babies

I got pregnant at 16 and lost him (I had a feeling it was a boy I never new) and ever since then I’ve basically been wanting one i know I’m waaaay too young (19) but it’s basically the only thing keeping me going my boyfriend knows about it and he wants one too but we both agree we want to be married and have a house first but every time I see a baby my guy aches and I want to cry