Is it weird to go “into mourning” for a miscarriage.

I’m talking full black and dark colors. I usually dress very colorfully because I’m generally a joyful person... but I look into my colorful closet but see no point in dressing in joyful colors when I literally feel no joy at this moment. I’ll already have to be phony with smiles and cheerful with my customer service, it seems wrong for me to go back to work next week just like I was when I was pregnant.

I put black and navy items all in the front of the closet. It seems like I have enough that I can have over a weeks worth of outfits for work and will likely just wear leggings and T-shirt on the weekends (which is unusual for me, but I’m going to let myself heal through some laziness.)