I need some motivation and advice urgently!!😭😭😭

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I'm late for 46 days as of today. Had 1 positive home kit but BFN from ER 13 days ago. Blood, urine and pelvic ultrasound all came back negative 😭 But I feel so pregnant. And bcos of that, i refused to take the pills to bring on my period. That rude doc said there's no way I'll get miracles happening. I'm craving, having low appetite, nauseous, tired, bloated,mood swing and horrible backache every single day. Is there any ladies here been through this and ended up having good pregnancy??? Please help..I'm so sad and depressed 😭😭😭