I’m so excited to see fall items in the store and my favorite Starbucks drink back... and NO it’s not pumpkin spice! I’m looking forward to cooler weather and my 9 year old is talking about what he wants to be for Halloween. BUT...

I’m starting to get anxious and nervous. I’m due November 14th but the doctors and I believe my son will be born on or before Halloween due to being diabetic and my 9 year old was born at exactly 33 weeks... I’m soooo not ready to be this close! And yet I’m over being pregnant! I think I’m just mostly scared that my birth will be like the 1st one... idk.... anyone else not really sure how they are feeling at this point???