Depression in early pregnancy

I’m only 6 weeks, I found out really early at around 3 weeks and ever since finding out my life has just gone downhill and reminded me of why I shouldn’t have gotten pregnant again. My husband is putting us in debt, he also lied to me and almost lost his job, also our dog has been eating random stuff and puking on everything. This morning it was our bed at 6 am and I needed to sleep in desperately but couldn’t since our son woke up right after I stripped the bed. I am also worried that this baby won’t be healthy. I just have a lot of anxiety and worry. So much to where I can’t even think straight anymore. I honestly don’t even want to be pregnant. I feel like it’s the wrong time. I have no patience. I have to keep going back to the doctor to give them a urine sample because I can’t do the clean catch method correctly. I want to cry. I’ve tried 3x! My urine is still “contaminated” it had blood, epithelial squamous cells, urobilinogen, and bacteria. I want to pull my hair out. I’m not even enjoying this pregnancy. I am so worn out I can’t even remember to eat or drink enough or take prenatals. I don’t feel pregnant I feel like I lost the baby or something. Idk I know I am not making sense but I just feel like breaking down. Too much has been happening and just building up and I’m about to break. Meanwhile my husband is in bliss. He has no responsibility and no direction. Idk what to do anymore. I just feel so guilty for getting pregnant.