Appreciation rant

You are everything to me. I say this so much it loses meaning. I tell you so much because I am compelled. I have a need to burst out all of my affections, adorations, and obsessions with you. You let me be this clingy ball. You let me hang all over you, go everywhere with you, do anything together. You constantly want me by your side, you constantly are listening to me and wanting to help me when I don't know things.. even the most basic things.. you never judge me for not knowing things that I definitely should have by now but because I was sheltered didn't learn.. Your love for me is deep and I can see that and I want every bit of it. I'm selfish. I see you and I instantly need to touch you, hold you. I've been that annoying girlfriend for so long.. the one who was never good enough... the one who was always second pick... but you see me as a prize. I'm like a diamond in your eyes and I never want that to go away. I'm crazy for you. If you're in the same room as me I at least need to be touching you in some way while you do whatever you want. You're sleeping now and all I want is to touch your face... adore you for how handsome you are and for how much you make me feel loved and safe... i hadn't felt safe for about 4 years until I met you... Marry me you wonderful man.. I need you.. idc how crazy I sound rn...