What do I do.???? Read my comment

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I didn't read everything. This post is way too long & all over the place. You need to summaries with only useful details. 
Prayers for you anyway, just couldn't keep up with all of that let alone read the story behind it.

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Warning` this is sorta long 
Ok so me and my brother are well where pretty close ik I may get some smack at the end but keep in mind we all grow up different. 
My brother nathan (nay nay) is soo lost right now ik know he needed to get worse before better but I wish God will hurry up. He used to be a kids pastor and an awesome one at that he got hurt at churches that’s a given no church is perfect. at the last one he got lost and before the year was up he moved back home and said he was a Jew and his past life (being a kids pastor and all) was him living wrong (I forgot how he put it) and he was made to be a kids pastor but that’s by far the truth I remember he used to talk about it and all and he got so many sights from God. My mom knew but God told her not to tell him yet. so he almost got captured into sex slavery in Uganda cuz he went to so called save lives turns out that wasn’t the truth.  and if it’s wasn’t for my brother having connections he prob would have. His friend jarred is a con-troll freak and got stupid jealous when he got close with other friends or had a girl friend. We all knew he was gay (his friend) our gaydar went off every time even tho he says he’s not. anyways his last girl broke up with him cuz he was going on gofund me and asking for money and using scripture to do so (basically manipulating ppl) he learned that from a senior pastor that got arrested for drugs and all and the pastor kicked my brother out basically thru his stuff out literally. But move on to today he told me I was going to hell cuz I didn’t hear God’s voice and a bunch of other stuff like that.  I was 16 then and it’s just been getting worse like calling Christians whores and calling God the j man and a lot  worse. but when his girlfriend found out he turned a homosexual and said he has been hiding it and was never happy with women. and ik him ik when he’s happy and when he’s faking he wasn’t faking then. he is now. He says he’s wired different and he is who he is. me and my family think he’s putting on a show to get money from the gay community cuz he’s tried all others. he says he has no religion but he believes in a higher power (basically GOD ) the last three days my tummy has been in knots and messed up (ik TMI) and he’s been so heavy on my heart I want to brake down and ball and I don’t cry easy at all. He used to be so sold out for the Lord that I looked up to that my mom used to say when the went to church when he’s was in her tummy and worship would be going he would literally do flips and dance my mom had to sit down and now he’s gone to this. Our conversation at the bottom. We did have a little argument a day before he so called came out of the hiding.

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