This has been a tough year, I only had 2 close friends and had a falling out with both. We lost our first baby in April and we live about 3k miles from our families. I got pregnant again and was ecstatic, and so was my husband! He ended up getting a promotion at work and is working long hours. Now I find myself at work where I sit in silence, and come home to a silent home. My husband has always been my best friend and now he is too busy at work to talk to me during the day, coming home exhausted from late hours and now I'm holding together the household. I work about 50 hours a week myself and wouldn't have time to make new friends if I tried but I just feel so isolated. I have no one to confide in or talk to. I'm stuck in my own head, the highlight of my dad is the 30 minutes I talk to my mom. I feel selfish because I know he is busting his ass for our future. How am I going to get through 12 weeks maternity leave by myself?