Sad relationship

I’ve been hurt by the same person multiple times. I have been told the same thing about them over and over again. And yet, I still don’t listen. I still don’t put myself first. I just carry on and pretend it’s fine. I suffer in silence. I let the hurt carry through me. I’m in pain but I still stay. Why is that? I can see the damage but I don’t do anything about it. Is it because I’m in too deep? Or because I’m afraid to be alone? I’m hurt and it only continues to get worse.

*disclaimer

This is about being in a hurtful relationship and suffering through the pain that comes with it. This is my story and what I’m going through. Sure there are great times when I’m with him but at the end of the day, I always wear a frown and I don’t want to leave but I don’t want to be sad anymore.