Silent miscarriage.

I found out yesterday during our ultrasound that I’ve been carrying our baby deceased for three weeks. I am literally heart broken and at a lost. The doctor want me to decide if I medically or surgically want to pass the baby... I am at lost what to do. I don’t want to do this alone if my husband is at work and I don’t know if I can handle seeing it.. my husband is scared to let me do the d&c due to my septate uterus.

Most of my friends are pregnant and I just want to hide from them... I just feel so broken inside.