So I’m 7w5d with my rainbow baby. I had 2 miscarriages in 2017 and although it was hard to overcome we kept trying. This year was a struggle TTC. But finally, I got a BFP in August!

After a 6w US we didn’t see a heartbeat but did see the sac and yolk. A little disappointing but I knew it was still early and didn’t let my hope get too high or low.

The morning sickness really kicked in ten days ago(week6) and through all the stress of barely eating, I cave a smoked some weed. It was great as I had an appetite, was less stressed, and could actually eat, BUT my SO found out and is beyond pissed. It was a big argument that left me feeling like I did the most horrible thing and that I’m the worst person on earth because I’m not “trying” hard enough. He made me felt like I killed our baby and said he’s done trying after this, which really hurt me.

Anyone have any advice on how to cope with overbearing significant others?