I’ve been in a relationship for 4 months now, and I am crazy about my boyfriend. I’m madly in love with him. But there’s something o haven’t told him about me yet. I’m attracted to girls, I had been in a “relationship” with one girl from when I was like 9 years old till 14 years old. When I say “relationship” I also meant we had sex too it wasn’t just a crush, I think I loved her. I can’t say it was in the open because my parents are hardcore Christians which they would never approve and this was the period I was raped by an uncle and I couldn’t tell them and I didn’t feel attracted to guys at all.

From age 15 till 21 which I am now, I’m still attracted to girls. I know I can never be in one because of my religion and if I’m being completely honest, I don’t see myself marrying a girl. I see myself marrying my current boyfriend and having babies with him.

So I’m just wondering if I should tell him that I’m attracted to girls but I’m in love with him and he’s the one I wanna be with forever or I should keep this one to myself?