TTC hELP ME!!

I’ve been ttc conceive forever now it’s been 5 years now I have no luck I’m started to get discouraged. I’ve tired premama that didn’t work . Me and my bf been together for two years and in the beginning we did use protection but now not at all. I’m not on birth control and haven’t been for 6+years. I also had an ultrasound done 2 yrs ago and they told me my ovaries look good and so do my uterus. I tired pressed for the 1st time these month and in my gut I still don’t think I’m preggo. I took a pregnancy test this morning just to see and nothing I’m not due for my period until 9 more days. If someone could plz give me advice on what to do. I feel so out of place everyone has children but me. It’s sad to say if I don’t get a little family soon I want to move away and leave everything behind me I dont even care anymore at this point (much about family and life)

HELLPP!!