Pregnant!! Excited!!! Sad!!!

I am so excited!! I just found out that I’m pregnant!!

Almost a year ago, I decided to find a donor and become a mom. A friend of 16 year stepped up to the plate and said he would do it. He is 36 and never wants kids himself, so he was happy to do it! Note: there was a contract. We just started two months ago and it happened!!

This is a very happy day, but with this sugar comes vinegar. My pup passed away on Friday and I miss him so much. Making the decision to put him down was a tough one, but it was what was best for him. I wanted to be a mom with him here, but I know he will be here in spirit. He made me a much nicer and gracious woman. His presence will never be forgotten.

Although, he is no longer with ‘us’, I thank God everyday for the time I had with him and I can’t wait to tell this baby all about him.

Good luck to all the women trying to have a baby. 2018 has been a terrible year for me (other than just losing my dog), but I kept the faith. Please don’t give up. It will happen for you.

Good luck to all of you!!