UPDATE:

got my phone call this morming with the blood test results...

After having 4 sons, I am finally going to have a daughter!!!!

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So with this pregnancy, it is our last one. This will be our 5th child. This is our last ditch effort for a girl. We have 4 wonderful boys. All in all we just want a healthy happy baby. Buuuuuttttttt...as a mother of 4 sons I really would like this one to be a girl!

The tech at the ultrasound yesterday said it was really bright between the legs and then in another position she said she didn't see that. She says she's 70% sure it's a boy.

I know i will probably catch hell for this but I did cry all the way home. Then I cried because I felt so guilty for crying in the first place. I feel like no one is going to be excited for this baby if it is another boy. And I'll just get comments like "oh, another boy." My mom tried to comfort me but I feel she doesnt understand as she has me and then my 2 brothers. She got her daughter.

I know I will be fine with it if it is a boy. I saw the baby moving around on the ultrasound yesterday and I'm in love.

I will love this baby no matter what.

I had the blood test done yesterday so I will know either way by next week. I'm sorry I just had to release this somewhere. I'm hoping someone will understand where I'm coming from.