Labor Anxieties

I’m 38 weeks and 2 days. I’m a ftm and Because it’s getting so close and I can go into labor any day now, I’ve been having a lot more anxieties about labor. I’m worried about when and what’s going to happen. Worried about pooping/farting while pushing. How I’m going to recover afterwards. There’s like a million things running through my head of what could happen or what could go wrong. Anyone have advice to get over the anxiety and enjoy the last bit of my pregnancy?