I’m 20 years old and my boyfriend is almost 25. This wasn’t planned. We planned on getting married once I was done with college in about 3 years.

I’m 5weeks and 4days. I’ve beat the odds. I was diagnosed with PCOS at 13 and told I’d never be able to conceive. At 17 I had a miscarriage after being raped. At 18 I found out I had a 10lbs fibroid on my uterus. The odds were stacked against me.

I do fully and whole heartily believe the Lord healed me and has such great plans with the baby(s) in my womb. It still hurts hearing my boyfriend say our best option is me miscarrying... I just don’t know how to handle this. He knows I won’t have an abortion but I see it in his eyes when he looks at me now that he wants the most special part of me to die.