The reason I don’t want a husband or kids.

I’ve always been looked at weird for voicing that I don’t want a husband or kids and I hate that I feel like I’m a huge weirdo for not wanting either. I grew up good parents and with a sister who I love but I just can never put someone I love through what I put my family through. I have suffered with depression and anxiety from 13 to 18 (my current age) and just seeing how my family had to deal with me I don’t want to put that on someone else. I know that there might be someone who loves me enough to stay through my bad days (which thankful been few since I sought help) but I can’t do that. The thought of bringing a child up with a mother who is suffers from these makes me sad. I have to come to terms with myself finally and at least for now, I can’t imagine having a child or husband come with me on this journey.