Maybe my period

So I said I’m 12dpo and my nipples are still sore . And I took the test at like 4 something this morning and it came out negative I wanna take another test because it was a cheap one that I took but maybe it’s just not my time . Still waiting for af which is due tomorrow . (onMyBf’sBday) so heartbreaking . I wanted to give him that special gift which woulda been his first child . I’m sick 🤕 right now 😔😔 And ion mean actually sick for the simple minded ppl I’m sick as in hurting because we don’t try as often we do as we go . #MoreLikeGoWitTheFlow . Anyways ppl with sum positive-ness comments only . Cause I can be a firecracker . Thanks in advance