I come from a family heavily dominated by women which apparently are very fertile. Mom got pregnant with me after a one night stand. Aunts has lots of kids only one of my aunts planned her pregnancies wile the other aunt, well just couldn’t say no to a man. Sister got pregnant with my niece the 1st time she had sex. Cousins left an right getting pregnant, some planned most accidents. Iv said it before an I’ll say it agin, the women In my family can get pregnant from dirty thoughts, except me apparently. It’s a running joke in my family that the only test we can pass is a pregnancy test. Growing up I hated this joke but now that I’m trying I wish nothing more then this to b true.

I’m so very happy when I find out one of my cousins is having a baby but at the same time I’m very sad. Iv always been told about how carful I have to be since the jokes almost seemed true. so after a scare an realizing me an my boyfriend wanted to start a family we figured it would be so easy, Here we are 7 months of ttc an nothing.

It’s heartbreaking and disheartening every time AF shows up but thankfully me any Boyfriend are stubborn. I’m going to keep crying when I get a BFN and probably drive myself insane with tracking everything but I can’t stop trying. Hopefully when it happens it will b like popping the cork an it gets easier.