Little bit confused but not

Mi

Okay so I identify as queer/lesbian but I imagine myself have a dick and being a dude... I also love being a girl and I also love girls... So I'm like... I don't like dudes, I like girls, I like being a girl, but I wouldn't mind also being a dude...

So help me please om so confused... I was like gender fluid?!!

I don't know what to do...