What if I got pregnant...

My country is conservative, sex before marriage is against the law.

But I chose to not be religious.

I chose my own path, even though I know it is wrong ( and don't talk to me about this.. I had enough)

I am on birth control, everything is going well so far. But what if one day, I got pregnant.

Is it my fault if I don't want to keep the baby?

I keep wondering about this.

I will not go for abortion, I will definitely take care of the pregnancy until I give birth.

I know there would be people who would want my baby.

In my country, nowadays, throwing baby to let them die is very familiar. That is more sad. And irresponsible.

Like how would I do this?

If I send the baby to the hospital, I will get caught for illegally have sex before marriage.

How is the baby gonna survive?