I'm pretty positive I have ppd.. I love and adore my baby but I do not feel like his mom.. he feels like a stranger still.. he is 7 weeks I just dont feel that bond yet it makes me sad cause I want that feeling... people ask if you can remember life without them.. and yes I can I can remember not waking up every few hours and not constantly having someone who depends on me.. being able to eat anything I like without worrying about how its effecting him.. I know these are normal feelings to have as a new mother but I feel like a horrible person for thinking/ feeling them.