Discharge & other vaginaly fluids

First off, I seriously know thats not a word, but wanted it to flow better.... pun? i dont think so.

Ok so i know discharge is normal but it freaks me out!

Seriously i know miscarriages are less likely the further along u are. BUT this does NOT stop me from worrying. I am a FTM and i don’t know whats supposed to feel normal or not. So every little thing scares me. From the “cramps” to the discharge to feeling like my period ma come. So although I’m technically in the beginning of my second trimester I’m still worried, i see so many stories on the app especially about women loosing babies even later in their pregnancy and it freaks me out. Every-time i go to the bathroom i check and see if theres blood.

What do u guys do to keep urself sane, and for moms who have been there done that whats normal and not so normal?.

The four weeks between dr visits drive me crazy. Then im good for 2 days after 😖