Birth control

So i have had the implant in my arm for about 3 months. the first month was hell. i was either crying, mad or felt nothing towards anything. i bled all the time. i was on the pill on the second month. nothing really changed. i stopped bleeding as much but my moods are still upset. i want to be back to how i felt. happy and friendly. i am 17 and i live with me dad who MADE me get the implant. and now it’s the 3rd month. i have been crying non stop for about an hour and i don’t even know why. i want it out of my system. it’s my body i thought i had a say so in it but i guess not. it just really upsets me 😭