38 weeks and feel like giving up


I have literally 5 days left before my scheduled c section. I have 100% controlled my BS with diet only and have had amazing #s. As the end gets near I just want to eat everything pumpkin. pumpkin pie, pumpkin bread, pumpkin rolls, pumpkin cookies, pumpkin donuts, etc....I know all these are not good for my BS but I feel this obligation to make it through the next 5 days eating the way I should. my doctor has also reassured me this will not be an issue, right now, once this baby is out. my A1C was a 5.1.