I feel an extreme guilt on my shoulders. Every single day. I know my story isn’t the worst thing in the world but please understand how hard this is. Last december, I got a rhinoplasty. I spent all of my money (im a young adult just starting out)... all of my savings on the surgery to remove a bump on the bridge. My results have left me looking like an alien. I thought I was way better looking before and every single day I wish I could take it back. I don’t look human. I cant go out. it’s been hell. I cant look in the mirror. It’s been miserable. I feel like throwing up every single day. I cant even deal with this you have no idea how scary it is to not recognize your face. And it’s not the swollen. The swelling has gone down and it’s still look horrendous. Im just so scared to get it fixed cuz what if it messes up even more so? Guys this really is so bad i wish i never did it. i don’t wanna date, i pushed away everyone cuz i don’t want them to see me like this, everyday is miserable i can’t go on any further. And to top it all off, im completely broke now. This is really really really bad. I don’t know how to handle this guilt in my mind.