usually my depression waits until it's too gross to go outside and it's still decent enough to be outside... yet here I am feeling the most depressed I've been in a while. we moved half a year ago to get away from my toxic family. I have a beautiful 2 yo who I was staying home with but got a job to save for our new baby. my only friend that I had when I moved here no longer talks to me and I feel so completely trapped in my own home nothing to do no one to hang out with while my so still has his best friend and hangs out with him 2x a week. I have no time to myself I go to work and come home and have to do all the cleaning and all the caretaking for my child. he is a wonderful father but getting him to help can be a big pain. just needed to vent.