Not really metal health...

This happened in February when I was about 13 and a half, now I’m 14 in a few days, but anyway, I was on Xbox (with a boy I like 😏) Ashton, and his friend Tim. They are both about a year older than me. Tim said that he “wanted to shove a shotgun up my vagina” it disturbed me and I kept my mike on mute and luckily Ashton ‘shut him down’ by saying things like “dont say that” anyway I think about what Tim said everyday and it makes my stomach turn, also how he just laughed. I told my friends and they now made a joke about because I didn’t tell them how uncomfortable it made me, then they told a boy at school and it embarrassed me, but they did ask me if they could tell him first and for some reason I said yes. Please comment something I should do, or something to make me not be “triggered” when I hear that name.