Help!! I’m a POAS Addict!!! EDITED

It’s the TWW. I promised myself this was the last month I’m stressing about TTC. But now I’m in my two week window and I want to pee on a stick everyday, knowing it’s way to early. And knowing we didn’t BD the day before or ovulation. (I can’t help but feel AF will show her awful self).

EDIT:

So I’m at work, and I had an ovulation strip and as I stated above I’m a POAS addict. Lol. I’m about 8/9 DPO. I don’t usually test after my surge so I’m unsure if this might be something. Any thoughts?