Baby blues 💙

This is my second pregnancy. I have one 8 year old boy and I was hoping for a little girl...but I just found about 20 minutes that it’s another boy. I feel kind of depressed about this and then realizing I am makes me feel even worse because I know it shouldn’t matter and I should just be happy my baby is healthy. I don’t know, maybe I just need some time to adjust, but I can’t help but feel like I just lost my “imaginary” daughter 😔. I have no questions, I just needed to vent on here....