Can someone explain this more clearly ?? 🤞🏼😩😩

Well first of all, after intercourse is the left over sex juices that drop out of the vagina ours or the man’s or both?? Lol. I’m just confused sometimes or feel like crying because I think all my man’s cum is not even going all the way in me and just falls out 😭😭😭 we’ve been trying for a year now. So this is a picture I took of what it looks like !? And if it is from me, can anyone tell me if it’s fertile ??