I’m okay with not being a mom

After 2 years and 5 iui’s I have decided I’m okay not being a mom. I’ve been angry and mad, then I moved on to being sad and hurt. I even went through the point I blamed myself- I focused to much on a career- I was admit I was not being a child into my life and raising it alone- I spent to much time with the wrong guy.

Today it just hit me- I might be sad from time to time, but I will be okay.

I did get pregnant once and it ended in an ectopic.

I told myself after December I was done trying I have 3 months left.

I am okay with being me!