Trust issues and Anxiety Attacks

Soooo today I came out as bi to 2 of my super supporting best friends. (We're calling them S and B). I told them that I liked this girl at our school. Previously I had an issue with a different friend (ex-best friend) when I made a tiny mistake and have stopped trusting people. So I recently started warming up to my friends and B tells his friend that I'm not GREAT friends with but we talk and stuff but not one on one. He told me "she's part of the group, I know she won't tell anyone" and I said "I THOUGHT I knew you wouldn't tell anyone"

I made it very clear that I wasn't mad even though I was. I just don't wanna lose another friend. I thought he told my crush because he just gave that vibe and in ballet class my crush (we're gonna call her E) gave me this... Look? I said "Did B tell you?"

"Tell me what?" Oh shit. I played it off like "oh well since we became friends rly quickly I guess he just thought I liked you but idk it's weird. But I don't like you, no offense". However E never said "I don't like you either" she said "why did he think that?" I just know she doesn't like me tho! But in a perfect world, B would be a better friend, E would ask me to be her girlfriend and S would say the same because S is the perfect friend. (E and I are really good friends too she's not just a crush, she's a good friend) so anyway, B said "you have to tell her you like her" if I don't tell her, he's gonna do it for me. I don't know what to do, I tried talking him out of it but he said "it's gonna make you feel better in the long run" he's kinda right and I already came out to my crush and she came out to me. I just know she doesn't like me and I just can't stop thinking of all the possible situations and all of them end up with E (who is a good friend) and B leaving me and I don't have many friends to begin with... (I imagined S leaving me and never really thought about it before so I cried at the thought of losing her). I have social anxiety and I don't like talking to people and it's a nightmare when I try to make friends. I just stutter a lot and look like an idiot. I know I'll always have my CLOSEST friend who I came out to today (S). I don't know.. My plan is to tell E "hey if Brady tells you anything just know it's his own opinion. He's really convinced that I like you, I don't know why. He's gonna say "do you like F (me) because she likes you" and whatever you wanna say to that you can say but please don't get mad at me or him." Depending on what she says I'll probably say something really stupid because I'm not good at talking to people. Anyway... I'm not telling E I like her, I'm not telling B I'm mad at him (cause I'm afraid we would get into an argument and break our friendship which I what happened with my ex-best friend and I've never gotten into an argument since) Good plan? Idk plz comment what I should do bc I'm really clueless and think that my plan is ok?

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