I hate my boyfriend!

I was asked if i had ppd because the problems i have with my bf makes me cry alot and makes me sooooooo angry!! My entire pregnancy he was a jerk, mean, and when i gave birth same thing even in the hospital i cried my entire pregnancy and still cry but im sooooo angry i hate him. Every time we fight i go 0 to 100! I love my 2 month old to death and have a 3yr old and 9yr old at home too i feel myself getting more annoyed than usual with my older one but maybe cuz shes a brat with an attitude lol but as far as feeling a certain way about my baby i love her to pieces n pieces shes my joy so i dunno if i have ppd cuz i guess it comes in all forms. I had my intake appt today and going to counseling next week maybe its just my bf situation not ppd from having my baby.... Thoughts?