Okay so I’ve had self harm issues for a while and as you can see it’s not that bad at all. I’ve cut all over my arm and you can’t even tell except for the most recent ones. It honestly freaks me out big time and I want to be able to cut deeper but I’m so scared of my parents finding out I’m still doing it because I don’t want to get in trouble. And also I think I’m in the beginning stages of an ED, I don’t eat much and when I do I want to throw it up and I actually have a few times. But because Ive been this was so long I don’t want to change. I’m scared of being anything else.