I cant get over how my rapist gave me hsv2 like i have not been taking this well at all i cant stop crying i talked to mfs about it and everything 😔 last night i was arguing with my boyfriend I told him that I had it (he was extremely upset) and so like we both suck at communicating our feelings 😔 he plays around too much but like when im not sick I don’t mind but he plays too much when i am like my back has been hurting EXTREMELY like I cannot express how bad the pain is 😔 I feel nauseous after taking my medicine for hsv2 like it made me feel worse tmr i have a Obgyn appointment and I don’t think imma go to school cause my body aches so bad it hurts to walk but i force myself to get up and move im so depressed I swear if it wasn’t for my little sister I would really end it all.. im upset i self harm last night and i was breaking down bad last night and today in my friends car it’s just too much pain 😔 my parents don’t even know only my boyfriend, little sister, and some close friends

Please pray for me i dont think i can deal any longer