12 years of trying, and heart break. About 4 months ago I finally allowed myself to hope I was pregnant when we had a false positive test. long story short having our dreams crushed was devastating for my husband and I both, but for me it was almost to much. We finally bounced back and here we are. I allowed hope once more to creep in when I ended up being a week late, which could have meant anything thanks to pcos. This morning however the cold hard reality sunk in as my cycle started. I am so heart broken right now. it's time to face the facts, I am more than likely infertal and will never be a mother.