I got a little excited to soon. AF just appeared! I’m laying in bed with tears streaming down my face feeling defeated again by this b****. I tell my DH (we are currently living apart due to his immigration status) & he being the best man & friend a woman can have tell me not to cry and not stress. We are probably putting to much stress on ourselves and no more preseed or anything let’s just enjoy it like usual and go from there GOD is GOOD and he will bless us! I get it but he already has a daughter from a previous relationship and because the person he has a child with is mad he moved on she refuses to even let him have a relationship with his daughter! Mind you she has a fourth child with someone else. Any who, he tells me not to stress myself and all will work out. I’m 32 and he is 26. My clock is ticking and I am ready to be a mom. I’m crying while typing this because that’s been my life’s dream just to have my own child. I’m sorry I’m rambling. My husband is a great sport though. He makes me feel wanted even though we haven’t had a child of our own yet. His daughter is absolutely wonderful and I adore her. However there’s nothing like having your own! Thank you for listening. No negative comments cause I can be a bitch if needed.